Geng Cipan Award (Blogger Best Tahap Cipan)

Alhamdulillah, si Aqif dah sembuh dan ceria.
Dah dapat n*n*n k`sayangannya kembali.
Huhuhuhuhuhu.........

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Terima kasih kpd Meo188 kerana m`beri award yg comel & sempoi kpd aku. Semoga p`sahabatan alam maya antara kita terus b`jalan lancar s`cara positif.

H.O.P.E

When all about you is black with gloom,
And all you feel is pending doom.
When your bones are racked with grim despair,
When every breath is a gasp for air.
Keep on going, though you need to grope,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
As your will to live has been bereft.
You've lost it all, it's just no use!
You can end it all, you need no excuse.
But throw away that piece of rope,
And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,
Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.
This is your life and you can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.
Taking baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope, one day at a time,
Though the road be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past - they should be dead.
The fears of the future are all in your head.
Just live in the present and refuse to mope.
Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

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Aku tak jadi ke Pulau Langkawi sbb anak aku demam sejak tgh hari kelmarin.

Aku cancel plan ke Pulau Langkawi tu.

Kisahnya :........

Aku try hentikan si Aqif dari breastfeeding sejak 2 hari lepas.

Aku kasi susu botol je. Dia hisap susu botol s`tengah botol je.

Then aku kasi makan nasi dan lauk k`gemarannya.

Bila waktu tgh harinya, badan si Aqif panas sikit. Aku agak dia OK je.

Bila waktu petangnya, badan dia masih panas.....bukan sedikit, tapi sgt panas.

Dan asyik m`rengek.

Aku lap badan dia dgn tuala lembab. Dgn harapan si Aqif rasa lega dan cepat sembuh.

Makan nasi juga sudah tapi sedikit je. Pegi klinik juga sudah.

Tapi badan si Aqif masih panas.

Bimbang di hati, hanya ALLAH yg tahu.

Aku pujuk2 dan peluk2 dia.

Tok si Aqif kata anak kecil akan mudah sembuh penyakit seperti demam jika kita selalu peluk dan belai dia.

Aku ikut kata dan nasihat t`sebut.

Bila aku track back, rupanya kerana aku hentikan breastfeeding.

Aku tak pernah buat cenggini kat si Aqif s`cara mengejut.

Now, aku sambung balik breastfeeding utk si Aqif ni. Tak sampai hati nak tgk anak sakit2 cenggini hanya kerana nak mudahkan p`gerakkan aku.....keje aku.

Babah si Aqif tak tau pasal ni.

Kalau dia tahu, hmmm mesti aku kene bambu.

Dia sedang b`kursus. Aku harap si Aqif cepat2 sembuh s`belum Babahnya tamat kursus.

Malam ni si Aqif tido dgn kain pelekat Babahnya yg tak d`basuh 2 - 3 hari.

Kalau aku tak bagi kain pelekat Babahnya yg tak d`basuh tu, mau tak tido malam la aku d`buatnya. Aqif tido tak jerap (tak nyenyak....). Dia suka bau kain pelekat tu.

Now, Aqif dah tido......aku selimutkan dia dgn kain pelekat Babahnya.

Breastfeeding pun sudah.

Abang

"Abang, come to Mama, please." - Aku panggil Aqif.

Aqif tak kasi respon. Diam je.

"Abang, come to Mama, please." - Sekali lagi aku panggil Aqif.

Takde respon jugak. Terus b`main dgn toys kebagai.

"Baby Aqif Cinta Hati Mama, come to Mama, please." - Aku panggil Aqif dgn lebih manja.

Cepat2 dia lari t`ketek2 ke arah aku. Siap peluk dan cium pipi aku lagi. Hmmmm, mcm tak nak adik je si Aqif nihhhhh. Aku panggil dia abang, tak kasi respon pun. Bukannya apa, aku nak dia biasakan diri dgn panggilan abang.......dan jadi seorg abang yg baik kpd adiknya.

Sabar je la.......



p/s : Tgh plan nak ke Pulau Langkawi. Besok. Bukan hari ni. Ntah kenapa tiba2 t`ingat Pulau Langkawi. Dulu2 punya citer, ada s`seorg p`main bola sepak Kedah yg b`asal dari pulau ni, pernah m`jadi 'kumbang" dlm hati ku. Citer cinta usang laaaaaaaa.............dah b`habuk dah!!!! Huhuhuhuhuhu............sekian. Terima kasih.

My Little Hero

How are we so "different"?

If "different" is just a thing.

If we all have certain features,

What does "different" bring?

People filled with hatred,

Can't possibly see,

That there's not really "differences"

Between you and me.

Looks can't show "difference",

If they're just there to be seen.

If you don't look like someone else,

Why are they so mean?

If being "different" is what is wrong,

I'd rather not be right.

And I'd want to finish living,

Doing the "different" fight.

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B`syukur ku dgn apa yg ku miliki. Aku hanya yakin & percaya s`sungguhnya setiap jodoh, rezeki, k`sihatan yg stabil serta nikmat k`hidupan yg ku lalui adalah milik dari ALLAH s.w.t.

Aku b`syukur anak sulung ku, Mohd Aqif Hakimi (si Debab) m`besar dlm keadaan yg sihat, selesa, bahagia dan punya sedikit k`senangan. Dia seorg anak yg pintar. Ku sedang m`corak anak ku ini utk m`jadi seorg wira b`nama juruterbang. Itulah cita2 ku di masa kecil....tapi tak t`capai utk m`jadi seorg juruterbang atas byk sebab. Kini aku m`corak anak ku dgn harapan dia m`jadi seorg wira juruterbang dan dapat m`harumkan nama serta martabat family ku.

Tunggu masa utk m`lihat anak ke-2 ku pula.....tak lama lagi, Insya Allah. Ku m`doakan yg baik2 utk dia, Insya Allah.

Aku m`lihat progress si Aqif di depan mata ku sendiri. Setiap masa dia ada dgn aku. Aku lihat cara dia b`main, makan, minum, menangis dan lain2 lagi. Aqif suka tgk aeroplane, suka pets, suka Sesame Street & The Lion King, suka conteng2 dinding rumah ku & dinding rumah Tok dia, suka gigit peha aku..........huhuhuhu.

Itulah Aqif - my little hero who loves to bite my thigh !!!! Ya, wira ku yg debab lagi pintar........

"Semoga m`jadi seorg juruterbang bila dewasa kelak ye, Nak ye." - Mama Buyong @ aku

Things To Buy...

Aku masuk kitchen, hmmmmmm......ada barang2 yg hampir habis & dah habis. Dan perlu d`beli s`cepat mungkin.........s`belum t`lewat.

Things to buy :-

1) Beras
2) Milo
3) Coffee 3-in-1
4) Gula
5) Ikan / Udang / Sotong
6) Ayam
7) Tepung Gandum / Tepung Jagung / Tepung Tempura
8) Pampers si Aqif
9) Susu DUMEX Dugro 1 plus (si Aqif punya......)
10) Susu ANMUM (aku punya.......)
11) Susu ANLENE (Babah si Aqif punya........)
12) Kurma Cina / Buah Kaki Pisang / Kembang S`mangkuk / Manisan Halwa Kundur / Biji Selasih / Getah Anggur / Gula Batu (....campuran semua ni adalah utk m`rawat panas badan, sakit tekak, batuk2 & demam.....tips dari nenek moyang)
13) Madu Lebah Khawla
14) Kicap Kipas Udang / Sos Cili / Sos Tomato
15) Cornflakes / Honey Stars / Koko Crunch



Tesco Hypermarket.......I`m comingggggg !!!

Ada s`siapa yg nak ikut aku shopping b`sama Aqif (si Debab k`sayangan aku) ???

Jom, jom, jom.......Tesco, Tesco, Tesco !!!!!

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And We Danced.

Soft gentle stare.
Warm tender touch.
You took my hand.
And we danced.

Arms around me.
Light dragging moves.
Cheek warm against mine.
Breathing deep from the soul.

Long have I searched.
Finally I have found.
When you took my hand.
And we danced.

p/s : Thanks a lot ye, Babah......for spending ur time, at least 10 minutes, to dance with me. I enjoyed the beautiful moment.

**Mama Buyong dancing2 dgn Babah si Aqif s`mlm. Wakakakakaka......mau sempot aku. Nasib baik tak jatuh t`golek......kalau tak, mau terus b`salin aku s`mlm. Hihihihihihi........**

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Sayang Chempaka Adrianna vs Aisyah Khadijah

Sayang Chempaka Adrianna

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Aisyah Khadijah

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Dua nama yg sgt indah dan b`makna.

Tapi sukar utk ku buat pilihan.

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Babah si Aqif pilih Sayang Chempaka Adrianna.

Tok si Aqif pilih Aisyah Khadijah.

Aku??

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Totally up to them.

:-)

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Jumaat yg indah dan nyaman.

S`suai utk pegi picnic di tepi air terjun atau pantai.

Babah si Aqif nak bawa kitaorg pegi picnic jap lagi.

Katanya xtvt yg sgt s`suai utk m`eratkan lagi silaturrahim family kitaorg.

Makan2. Borak2.

Bakar ikan, udang, sotong & ketam.

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"OK, jom. Enjin dah d`panaskan. Cepat. Jom, Aqif. Tinggal Mama kat rumah, asyik b`internet je......" - Bebel Babah si Aqif.

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"One minute, please. Nak habis buat n3 dah ni......tunggu jap." - Aku

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"Aqif, jom kita tinggal Mama kat rumah dgn lizard." - Babah si Aqif.

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DONE !!! PUBLISHED !!!

I Can Only Imagine. But For Them, They Live In Hell.

I can only imagine
What it's like to sacrifice
How it feels to do without
What it takes to pay the price
To offer all I have
Unto others with a need
I can only imagine
For myself, I live in greed.

I can only imagine
What it's like to be alone
How it feels to be rejected
How to get by on my own
To never share a secret
To feel empty deep inside
I can only imagine
For myself, I live in pride.

I can only imagine
What it's like to be abused
How it feels to lie awake
Feeling angry, tired and bruised
To have no friend to turn to
Filled with rage I can't release
I can only imagine
For myself, I live in peace.

I can only imagine
What it's like to know such pain
How it feels to wake each morning
With a past I can't explain
To live a constant nightmare
That no else can parallel
I can only imagine
But for them, they live in Hell.

**Mee Goreng Udang ni mmg sedap !! Bukan aku yg nak makan, tapi Adik si Aqif (baby dlm peyut aku) yg nak makan. Alasan yg kukuh, kan.......kan.......kan. Nanti boleh "paw" Babah si Aqif lagi.......sgt afdhal !!! **

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Masih OK.

Salam to all.

I`m back. Apa khabar, uols?

Aku mcm biasa la - malas, letih, takde mood.
Aqif pun sihat - debab, s`makin pintar, suka ketawa & lain2 lagi.....dan masih nak breastfeeding.
Babah si Aqif juga sihat - telah naik pangkat dan b`tukar ke jabatan baru (masih di universiti dlm hutan tu lagi....cuma jabatan je b`lainan). Alhamdulillah, rezeki sejak pulang dari Tanah Suci dtg m`curah2. Syukur, Alhamdulillah.

Aku busy sikit lately : -

Kira stock barang2 saloon yg baru sampai. Kene check & tempek tag laaa, susun-atur barang2 laaa, train staff laaa & mcm2 lagi. Ye la, nanti aku kan dah nak b`salin baby......mesti cuti agak lama, kan. So, aku kene la train staff buat keje dgn betul supaya diaorg lebih cekap.

Besides that, aku busy check accounts, deal on biz dgn new suppliers, keluar masuk bank utk settle segala mak-nenek (a few credit cards laaa, cheque books laaaa dan itu & ini......).

Lagipun bulan Ramadhan akan sampai tak lama lagi. Masa tu aku k`lihatan amatlah sarat dan padat serta sendat. So, aku tak larat la masa tu, kan kan kan...........huhuhuhuhu. Namun hubungan antara aku & Hubby (Babah si Aqif) s`makin intim & bahagia. Alhamdulillah. Tak seperti yg d`fitnahkan oleh s`seorg tu @ seorg blogger sesat.

Better aku buat preparation awal2. Harap2 staff2 aku boleh buat keje s`bagaimana yg aku dah train.

:-)

I`ll be back soon. Quite busy nowadays. Bye.

Life`s Choices

Life is full of choices
Make sure you pick the right one

Don't listen to the voices

Hear only yours and you have won.

Many people will tell you

You need to change your looks

Don't take to heart their view

Fabulous bods are found only in books.

There is only one voice

That you should listen to
It will help make the right choice

That is perfect just for you.

Your looks are your own

Someone will always love you

You will never be alone

Look in the mirror and you'll see who.

p/s : Adik si Aqif s`makin m`besar bagai johan. Suka tendang2 peyut aku.....tgh main bola sepak World Cup 2010 dlm peyut kot nihhhhh. Hihihihihi. Babah si Aqif suka paksa aku makan byk2 supaya nampak "gebu". Haishhhhh......takde gebunye. Aku s`makin m`debab gituuuuu.....