Years Of Life

I've been sitting around this life for years,
Not enough laughs and too many tears.
Trying to figure out where it all went,
These wasted years that I have spent.

Searching for something to go beyond,
Life's a stone skipping across a pond.
At the last skip, it hits with a splash,
Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash.

Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart,
Poking and prodding an underused heart.
This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul,
Living this life has taken it's toll.

In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn,
Tumbling down all tattered and worn.
Revealing new life, a child within,
Born free of hate, of suffering and sin.

Now my eyes see what has never been told,
Striving forth happy, confident and bold.
Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly,
Into this new life my spirit will send me.

Living and laughing, loving it all,
I stood myself up and answered the call.
The darkness has gone, replaced by the light,
I gave up the darkness with hardly a fight.

I've been sitting around this life for years,
With laughter aplenty and hardly a tear.
Now I can see just where it all went,
Cherish every moment of this new life I've spent.

p/s : I`ll be here for my beloved family. That`s my decision. Final decision!!!
I don`t wanna hurt my family just because of a scroll of Master of Finance. They need me right here.....right now. I don`t wanna hurt them.
TQ very much, uols.....


PnConfused said...

its ok babe...

famly comes first kn?? :)

PnConfused said...

saw ur lilypie tuh... baby kite sebayalah nanti.....:)

kakpah said...

banyak pilihan yang kita kena buat dalam hidup. choose wisely. i think you have made the right decision. furthermore, you can continue your study here. negara kita pun banyak universiti hebat2...

DUN Behrang 2020 said...

Ni yg pakcik lomah ni...merangkak den baco...siap kamus bagai...hahahaha...apapun...didoakan ko sekeluarga sentiasa dilindungi Allah...dan Slmt Menyambut Ramadhan...

Sorry...lama tak singgah!

Catwoman said...


Aku dah redha. Takpe la, yg penting anak2 tak k`hilangan kasih sayang.

Yup, you`re right !! Family comes 1st...all the time.


Catwoman said...


Hihihihihi.......nanti diaorg b`sekolah pd tahun yg sama. Exam pun amik b`sama ye.....

Apa2 pun, take care ye.


Catwoman said...

Kak Pah.....

Yup, finally I found the best & right decision.

I`ll be right here for my family. They need me more than ev`rything in the world.

TQ very much ye, Kak Pah.


Catwoman said...

Cik DUN......

Takpe, Cik DUN.....kamus la yg akan m`bantu kita m`cari makna s`suatu p`kataan yg sukar. Aku selalu "b`kawan" dgn kamus. Dlm handbag aku juga ada kamu.

TQ byk2 ye Cik DUN di atas doa mujarab t`sebut yg ko titipkan utk aku & family. Aku juga m`doakan yg baik2 & sejahtera buat ko & family.

**Takpe, jika ko bz, bila punya masa t`luang, ko boleh singgah blog aku & kwn2 lain ye.**

Take care ye, Cik DUN.


zino said...

salam hujung minggu.

KAKTINY said...

I know that you may choose the right decision..

and I believe that you did choose the right decision..

and.. I wish that you won't regret for the decision that you have made..

Once you are into it... NO TURNING BACK.. just move on and be happy with what you have decided..

You may value this once your children grow up (in front of your eyes) and you may know how does it feels.. To be with them (family.. especially kids and hubby) is the most wonderful episode in life..

Family come first.. our desire can be put in secondary line... (but not a TOTAL FULL STOP.. time will change everythig..)..

I'm proud of you sis..

Catwoman said...


Terima kasih.


Catwoman said...

Kak Tiny.....

I`m happy for the right decision that I finally found, whilst whenever I had some sweet dreams to hold a scroll of master.

I`m very sure on the decision that I`ve chosen......

TQ very much, Kak Tiny.